Tomorrow for me, there is a soccer training so I have to sleep early. Its holiday yeah , and I have been playing everyday . I mean EVERYDAY!. Next week , I will not play unless necessary and I really mean I it . O level mark a huge part in my life and I will make sure I will not get any part of it wrong. Holiday homework not even one is finish nor even started. That how pathetic I am. Very pathetic,

Everyone grows up and everyone change as time go by may it be good or bad. It hard for the person himself/herself to realize this point and often need others to point out to them. Therefore, Criticism must never be taken lightly and instead learn from mistake. Men especially, have huge amount of ego. It harder for them to admit their mistake which led to further misunderstanding and often end up quarreling.
Using me as a example, I remember, in Secondary 3, in the start, I was quite arrogance maybe , very . Then like you know people, will react to how you behave and so there were may friend who turn away and I learn form it.
BE Humble. (you should know who I am referring to . Hint * What do you call a weird creature)
So I learned and I hope that has made me a better person. Well, changes are inevitable but it’s good or bad that we are changing. Like, someone who do not know how to play soccer to now able to kick and run that a improvement. Like auggie, In the past, can’t even stop the ball , now he can even pass well. That good. Erm, ok this may not call change but improvement.

But for someone who act “dao” in front of guys, become sarcastic, only think of winning and cannot take blow like losing and getting more guai lan is something which is not right I believe. Like calling him over 30 times and never pick up the phone. Imagine, when you and a person were to go out and when u are dressed up, you just can’t get him through the line . He came and tell you he is sick and the then you saw him playing soccer with his friends. Its just like telling you to FUCK OFF in your face and lastly talking to girls . The last part is ok u know, growing up yeah? Not me alone thinks that way, a few of my friends think that way too and I just hope he whom read this know I am talking about him and hopes he change. I meant good. Oh btw, this person I mention in this paragraph is not related to the one above.

One more thing , I dun understand is why some people is able to do something and others can’t ? Maybe that makes us unique? Some people get angry, moody , jealous, happy, high, crazy easily while some can’t , some can makes friend as easily like drinking water but some takes like years to make one. I once watch this show in Primary 4 or 3 this guy is able to hear other people mind and actually I was thinking may this be good or bad ? would you want to be able to hear?

One more thing, I dunno why I thought of it . I thought of it in the toilet. If a dying person , tells you to keep a secret from his family and this secret may hold a key to many events happing in their families but as a last wish of the patient, would you keep or say it? It may help saying out but It may also harm so what your choice?