Steven.

It has been long since i last post. Very lazy to post lately. yeah. So well i ran through the holiday plan to go back to school and i realize that it wasn't at all intensive maybe the school was going to give us a break before we really go intensive into studies. But the plan was really crap the intervals between subjects was like 2 hours ? yesterday i had to wait 5 hours before my maths started at three which my geograhpy ended at 10. Wanted to go home at first but then decided to follow Gabriel they all to bowling as i did not know what i am going to do even when i get home.and i took some pictures :)
Maths was quite boring i keep feeling like sleeping but then When answering the question Mr.Liew called 39 to answer his question and i suddenly realise how close it was to me and i woke up to see that sean was also sleeping. He was so funny he had an umbrella and a sweater on. Is it that cold? haha..
Then today stayed at home all day trying to fix my internet problem but to no avail. Luckily the person say he would come down on Saturday to check for me . Finally my internet connection will not get disconnect.
These day i just kept playing Fm and the managers are,
Chelsea - Me
Man united - Gabriel
Liverpool - Yong an
Arsenal - JOel
Tottenham - Junjie

everyday just keep playing. i am addicted to it. Ha.

My results was poor , very poor i was very disappointed with it. i know i didn't put much effort in it. but i didn't expect to get such results. Esp my chemistry i ask miss lim out ask her question do this and that do do do do do do do do then come back practical fail, paper one get so low and i dun even know how much i get for paper 2. fucking damn thing.
Physic not scoring well for me was understandable. Cause that day i play soccer till 4 and it was until 7 then i started to study and 9 i went to watch show so, getting a b4 was quite ok for me.
Maths was in my expected area but didn't do well too. A math was expecting to get much higher maybe 95? for E.math at least 85 and both didn't hit that target . My maths really drop.WAnted to use the word Deprove but there is no such word.
My social studies also. It was mydid first paper and i think because of this i didn't have the mood to study.i spent maybe from 3 to 9.30 ? studying all the high possibility topic that miss tan gave me and i only did not study one topic . Who knows? heaven like to make a sport out of man and al that i studied did not come out and i was lucky to pass . 25/50 .Like i said heaven like to make a sport out of man the next day was geographhy and i didn't have the mood to study and i got 30/50 which was consider quite good. Irony.
English was also a bit sad. i Just could do the summary well i have to start bucking up on that .
For the first time in my life i have never been more serious in Chinese then this.i am not talking about the mid year of course. The Chinese intensive did work wonders for me. I started to understand and know more words. If only we started this in Secondary 2? With the attitude that i have in my Chinese intensive, my Chinese now would sure to get at least a B3 but its too late so have to buck up on other subjects and hopefully i pass.

That day during the Meet the parent , which was yesterday, i kept Di siaoing Mei mei(ruiyi) and those people who keep saying i am interested in her. WRONG! i helping one of my friend :) u will know who when u look at my pics . I Treat her as my mei mei . Dunno why she really give me the mei mei feeling that why i treat her very good. maybe i long a mei mei. Haha. Wonder how she did?

Many things seems to be running in my head at this moment in time.Actually even u call this a blog, it just something u write for everyone to see and so u can't even write things that are close to your heart and actually it is meaningless but then like i said things that are here are to be seen by others, so just have to write something to entertain others :) and that is also why if u are one of my often readers, i do not write about my feeling or how i felt here cause it is useless isn't it? people read and they know what going on in your life well, that maybe good to a certain extent but for me i dun think it works that way. Yeah .
Only once in a while i do so. Unless you take a look at my past then you will see me writing about my feelings but now no. i started writing a blog is because i wanted to find somewhere where i can get ride of my frustration if you will to read my first post, it about me and my sister. She is really one super lazy pig.She treat family like crap and only treat her friends well, Well that the same as me but at least i do house chores.
My father is a bit mental unstable . He stays at home too long and therefore, he will try to do a lot of talking to us and in a long roun we find it a nuisances so for me , i ignored him and he do not bother about what he is talking and recently not in a good mood so often quarrel with him. I am stubborn person so i know i am not those who will get lots of friend all i need is a few , TRUE friends. My father is also stubborn as a bull. so We can't work well. Like father like son. i am definitely his son. Ha.

I know a lot of people dislike me and i cannot do anything thou, i will just live with it. I am born with such a character and so i have to accept me. i know of my shortcoming but nobody is perfect right. I believe everyone has different personalties and sometimes i really envy those who can makes friend so easily. unlike me i find myself sometimes quite a bore. Like Alex(dun mind if i use your name) i use to not work well with him maybe character clash. Now he has changed quite a lot and quite funny also. Joel too. Talking to both of them will make u laugh till yours pants DRop!! Cheng yong is also another one.He was the founder of the lame jokes with joel learn. Oh yeah. That day i bet with him that he will not win the bleach game more then 7 or i will be call ANg zhi yuan and well he did so now in soccer training i am also call ang. Ha. actually there is 5 Tan become 3 Angs. Only those in my soccer team knows what i am saying. I really enjoy going to soccer training although it has many issues in it. They are my friends from primary school till now. They are the one i really treasure in my heart.

Kit weng - i had high regards for him, he has good taste in dressing and song and has good build and he was the one who build the "never say die attitude in us" during soccer. He was like our Lee KUan yew.We had our times in primary 5. Going to secret room, backstage playing mandi zoo, watching **** in lab. Started soccer team together.honesty at that time i didn't wanted to join but because i was scare of mr.pua so i have no choice but to go. There it trained me to be a man. He was a person of character like me, he dun say lame jokes, not a funny person but he was like ever so strong. in a long run he stand firm on his belief which makes people respect him.Sec 2 i was still a nerd i was very into science i kept reading booking on health. He change me! totally, he said this which flow in my brain forever . i told him to not eat so much tidbits and ask him if he was not scare of getting illness he said to me." WE only live once so why not do the things we want to do."

Jerrold - Always so funny. i remember fighting girlfriend with him during primary 3 and jingyi the girl that we fought , i only like her because i saw him like her! Ha.so funny.
we also had our share of joke. He hated me in the past. i dunno why like i said many people hate me and primary 6 when i was in another class all my friend in the past all anti me. I dunno why too. i know. IN the past i am very proud real proud.That is why in sec one a lot of guys dislike me but i think i did change ? hopefully to a better person. He was also very pround in the past but has also mature alot.

Boon jie - like i said he hated me. i will nvr forget the day we went to celebrate kit weng birthday then jerrold was till saying that his grandpa died that day and was waiting for his mother call so that he will go home and he told us that he hope he was not that unlucky that once he step in soul garden, his mother call . and IRONY, his mother call when we were paying. Then that day i did something to his drink as a prank but i didn't know he hated me that much. He pushed me to the bushes near the 7-11 outside Jurong point and it had a scar on my hand and this taught me a huge lesson which is not to be naughty. That day i was scare i ate a lot of seafood. Thre is also a vein that link to my hear in my wrist so i was scare that the scar was deep but Luckily not. now me and him is still quite ok.

JOshua - din't work well in the past but right now i think he mature quite a lot and is able to work with him better :)

Yew weng - had a bad temper in the past really bad and always crying but now he is getting better.

Joel - Knew him since sec 1 i remember in sec 1, i stick to him quite a lot and he always pangseh me. i quite hate him once but then we ok le then now consider normal friends ba.in the past we always went to kegan house ot play basketball and kegan hated me for always using his basketball as soccer ball. Ha.sec 2 we kept going to Jin tian house to play ps . He lied to us in the past saying he live in the condo but at the end when my mama and his mama became friend, i realise he live in hdb and soon everyone knew. Then i went to hi s house quite a few times and we did thing realli funny. i will never forget. HIs mama was sitting in the living room and we were watching a *show* haha.. Japaneses show.LOL!!he was also the one that cause me to be a bit psycho .During sec 2, Jin Tian gave me a website and he say that downloading games from there would be free and i download a lot and at the end of the day joel told me each cost abt 2 us dollar. i was so damn shock it add up to over a few hundred dollar. That cause me to be emotionally siao. then that month was the worst month. got hit in the face by a ball Shawn goh kick and it hit my head causing a baluku. then i thought i got diabetes cause i did a project one it then one of the systems was extreme dryness and i am experiencing that problem.i got scared the shit out of me.

Cheng yong - he dislike him at first. he came in the team and acted like a master tatiction and he himself couldn't play soccer well but then now, i thought he was a good friend always wiling to help. He is also dares to speak the truth. He was the Lame king in the past now that joel haven taken over his position. Ha he was also the one who started his Ang empire. LOl. He is definitely a good friend to make.Oh yeah. His inbox if u will to see every week , the names in it changes!! every week! crap he just got his ways man.