Well...Today was still ok..WEnt for training..Didn't got back my form..was playing like shit...DUnno Why...Yeah..THen at night went to Church..Tml getting confirm!!A bit scare..i really sway lor..Kanna the first one..Haiz..Die..Veri pai seh tml..Scare later forget what to say then die liao...Ytd had a talk with damien..He seems to understand hows i feel now..Not surprising..Actually compare to damien,i think damien really strong in his beliefs..he can wait for a girl that he likes for what..3 years??That really a very long time ...For me..Every little setback i would think its the end of the world and give up ...Haiz..Muz learn from him..Friend to me are really important but then if friends betray each other ..Then i don't c a point of havin one...