I Dunno...I am really feeling terrible..I miss her a lot...Thinkin of her almost all day long..Can't concentrate on my studies...But then i know this isn't going to work out..The way she treat me is so different...callin mi kor kor..Haiz...Thats it man..All i wanna know ish how she is feeling now..I just wanna know!!!!And..(WHen a guy ask her for her photo..She gave that guy!!HAiz..Forget it..I dun wan to think of it anymore!)

NOt Forgotten

When i heard that she is in trouble,
i was so worried abt her,
can't concentrate and
all that was in my mind was abt her.
I am serious this time.
Never have i felt so serious Before.
She the Girl.
Waiting for her arrival.
Yes.I am gonna Wait..
Forever...

Confession
I want you to be safe
To be Together with you
To looking at you
It listen to your voice
All i want is you.
NOthing else in the world
except that.

Are you still thinking about your ex?

Here is the analysis:

Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now.

Love Test

Here is the analysis:

1. When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
2. You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
3. If there is a problem in your relationship, it's difficult for you to admit it. You need help from third parties.
4. You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
5. You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
6. When you love someone, you don't tend to stay in love for a long time.

I am sry..i also dunno y i keep posting such stuf...maybe i am a bit depress..so trying to so somwthing that i feel could release my stress...
sry...

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Appearance - 87.5% 2. Financial Situation - 84.6% 3. Intelligence - 71.4% 4. Independence - 71.4% 5. Adventurousness - 58.3%	1. Vanity - 75% 2. Selfishness - 63.6% 3. Arrogance - 62.5% 4. Negative Reputation - 55.6% 5. Shyness - 54.2%

Dating Strengths Explained
Appearance - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities. Financial Situation - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid girls who are only interested in your money. Intelligence - Your sharp intellect is a valuable asset. Use your intelligence wisely; avoid condescension. Quiet, confident intelligence is very attractive. Independence - Your strong sense of independence comes in handy while dating. You are not held back or tied down; you are free to pursue your interests. Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Vanity - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial. Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to her needs. Arrogance - You are a bit full of yourself. You need to practice a little humility now and then, as arrogance can be a turn-off. Negative Reputation - Your reputation may be working against you. Sometimes this is impossible to control, but try to counter-act it by presenting yourself in positive ways. Shyness - You know all too well the limits shyness places on you. Putting yourself out there in social situations may be difficult, but essential to your dating success.
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Your dating personality profile: Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about her appearance. Wealthy/Ambitious - You know what your goals are and you pursue them vigourously. Achieving success is important to you.

Your date match profile: Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship. Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape. Traditional - You need someone who is a bit old-fashioned. A person with traditional values and beliefs will perfectly compliment your lifestyle.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Athletic 2. Stylish 3. Wealthy/Ambitious 4. Shy 5. Liberal 6. Traditional 7. Big-Hearted 8. Religious 9. Adventurous 10. Practical

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Outgoing 2. Athletic 3. Traditional 4. Stylish 5. Practical 6. Intellectual 7. Sensual 8. Big-Hearted 9. Wealthy/Ambitious 10. Conservative

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Haiz...This few Days..No mood to Post...Now i only wanna try to get a good result and find my exam mood..Dun wish to talk abt anything else..Althought i know that i can't forget, i will try to use my work to numb myself......

The Egg

The egg indicates your attitudes towards your relationships with others.

You expect so much from your relationships.

The Eating Test

Here is the analysis:

You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.

You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

What Type of Woman Does He Like?

Here is the analysis:

He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular. In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd. He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste. He isn't boring or anything like that. Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself. If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others.

The woman of his dream must not be the helpless lady type or too conservative, but must be a fighter with high perseverance. Women who are the fragile type or too ladylike are definitely not to his taste. She must be committed to overcome any obstacle in building up a family with him. Those from a rich family is definitely out. He prefers women whose fortune are self-made. This type of guy isn't selfish at all, but a real social contributor one can say. Don't worry, his requirements aren't really that high, you may pass the test you know.

What's on your mind?

Your job is the most important thing in your life, and although you do seek love, you worry that your loved one would distract you from your work. You also worry that he or she might be after your money rather than your heart.

The Hidden Meaning in Names

The Master Builder

• Master organizer
• Master planer
• Visionary
• Large undertakings
• Spiritual
• Practical idealism
• Dreams into reality
• Ambitious
• Intuitive
• Inspired
• Methodical
• Disciplined
• Natural leader
• Confident
• Wise
• Hardworking
• Honest
• Competent

Suitable Careers

• Psychologist, psychiatrist, butcher, metal worker, explorer, engineer, arms-manufacturer, dentist, professional sports person, mechanic, fire fighter, soldier

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 30%

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

Love and Your Sweetheart

Here is the analysis:

This man is a sporty type. He has a strong heart and easily comes to terms with the truth. He likes sport and physical challenges, and quickly gets bored with routine. As for women, he gets bored if they are too formal and proper. You need to be enthusiastic and ready to be spontaneous as the occasion requires it. He enjoys activities such as bush walking or rock climbing, so to keep the relationship running smoothly you should give them a go.

How much affection does your guy want from you?

Here is the analysis:

This guy demands affection all the time. He wants your input and interest in everything he does, from the simplest things in life to the most important issues there are. You are the most important thing in his life, and he wants you to show that you think he's the most important thing in yours.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the woman that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a girl doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Saturday and sunday is the days that i kindda enjoy..its the first time that i felt happy abt e thingy....i was playing soccer with my friends and hanging around...a least i was able to find myself smiling...Haiz...i also went for a confession...at the church....Sunday was another boring day...but at least i had a couple of msg between her and me...then went to my friend hse at night...hoping to watc the chelsea and liverpool match ...but sadly..he didn't have the channel....Sad...BUt chelsea won!!!thought is 1-0..but then this means that they at no.3...same point as man u...today also...dunno why..ss..first two period cannot concentrate...not a single moment not thinkin of her...then chinese haf a test so can concentrate....then maths...also do correction then onli never put to 3 sf...the rest correct so no need correct..after recess onli go through corrections....Lame...then keep thinkin and thinkin..then weng ling wrote on a paper.. Ba xin fang zai zhe li....then draw a heart...haha....Haiz..i kindda feel that everyone has a mana pot...then if u go for girls that are very good , can onli last a while cause use more mana...then those not so good one..can last longer...haha...

Today...was quite a ok day..nothing really happen to me..Ya..the most memorable thing is during the soccer match..today..i put up a really good performance..but a bit solo lah...got a lot of goals think got more then 10 in total...yup...Haiz...i am missing her..but i believe the situtation has change..The previous time still got chance..but now..haiz...no more le...Sianz...

Haiz...i still can't get her out of my mind...Seeing other couples..i realise how lonely i am...Sad...
how i wish i would have appreciate her more when i was with her... here are a few reason why i can't forget her...
1)She is really a nice girl
2)she gives me a very special feelings
3)she is mature
4)good looking..this is not so important
5)funky
6)stylish
7)a good listener
8)initiative
9)the way she looks at you
10)her sweet smile
that what really makes me like her a lot..She also has character...it is very difficult to explain
but i all i know is..i miss her...very very much..

Today was a bad day...First..in the morning we( mE,Yong an,Rui yi,Li lin) took part in a competition... Thenwe wasn't very sure that we could win...And i think we all did well..and what shocks me is that the juges ak mi for my tag number..usually the person who got ask the tag number will be nomiated for the best speaker award..and if i wasn't wrong i was one of the three person who got asked...then during the lucky draw,i was lucky to get and the we also got the third best poster desgin...then as the read out the merit awards,we were noit inside from number 1-9 then we were thinking that if monks hill were to be in the merit , we will definatly be in top 3..then who know the last mert gos to us..We were like so not fair..the gruop that gotten third was so damn lucky..first their experiment was anyhow,the pass the time limit,bad experimental shown as he didn't wear goggles,touch the wire goss with bare hands and they repeated the mistake thrice!!!ANy i really dunno what the judges were doing...That crap...then went to imm to eat...Then went back school listen to maths lesson...then after that, i had a really heated arguement with yong an...but ok le..Haiz...Sianz...life seems meangless...everytime i go home i will think of her...hope time will heal...

Well...Just when i thought everything was going my way, something happen...i really din't know why she wanted it..i ask her for a reason...and she gave me..well..i have nothing to say....since that her decision..i respected it...she make me realise a lot of things...what is love actually about...what makes you have that kindda feeling...maybe i am really not suitable for her...its ok...just hope she can find a nicer and better guy and hopfully that guy will give her that feeling that she wants...all the best to her...

Today was a bad day….I was sick…since Thursday ..it has been long time since I was sick…I was like no mood…then feeling very thirsty…then got block nose….fever…I was force to see the doctor…Wanting la…bluff mi..say wanna buy something then go down pull me into the clinic…haha..but thankz anyway..if not I think I would have been dead le…Yup.. thinking of certain things…Still remember what happen on Tuesday and yesterday…something happen..haha…

Well…this is gonna be a long post..cause so long never post le…Well…I got back my results and my math is really disappointing …my humanity are still ok…my English..I failed!i am so disappointed.. I really went to read and stuff lyk that but then I still couldn’t make it…haiz…I really don’t want go to 4N …NEVER…not that 4n people are what..but is just that..who would wanna spend one more year right….Yup..YA..Cross-country…I remember that…That day before the cross country I was sorting out the trophys…it looks so nice…Sec one I didn’t know there was a prize so I didn’t run and I got 100+..sec two I run only at the end and I got I think is 35 …so this year I am telling myself that I wanna get into top twenty…And that day..she was sick and wasn’t there…So I told myself that I wanna win something and let her see…when the horn sound,I started running…I was around 20+..i counted…yup..i told myself that those people do not have much stamina and were to stop soon and when they stop I will overtake them..so I kept running…till I made a u turn…I wanted to stop there but by that time I was onli 10+ I didn’t wanna fall behind and get out of the top twenty again…so I kept running…I told myself that I would stop at one of the bus-stop..but when I reach those bus-stops, I felt that I could still run …so why not keep running…and I kept running..till I reach almost the end..and I really have no stamina left..i stopped…and immediately, my whole body ache…I was worried that I may not be able to run again…so I quickly started running again…and I was feeling much better…so I run all the way to the end..and surprisingly…I got 7…I still remember telling mr.Liew that I would get one of the trophy and he gave me that look…well..a lot happen this few weeks…I and her are still together..very good…I really believe she the one….oh..ya..one more..i dunno biut it seems that some people are saying that I am becoming my old ways…the very Hl guy…I am sorry if I gave you the feeling…I will change…just tell me straight…Its ok…