HaiX...First..I wanna Say Sry to her..for Giving her attitude...YA...NOt i thnk she not angry lrh...still waiting for her to come home from her dance pratices...today..got good and bad..good is my mother cook my favourite dish..kang kong and also i got my trophy for my inter-class soccer that happen 2 moths ago...PE depermant really not effcient.....the chinese common test the front part i never study...cause ytd no mood to...then i think out of 10 i can only get 1 ....Haiz...But then the back part still ok....Then just now keep studying the GEo test...i wanna get full marks for that..i can't keep losing to others....i aim to get 13 in o levels..i gotta buck up now...i realise that how unless i was when i took the chinese test...I swore i will not be in that situation again...i want to know everything....i want to get first... She now at home le...then some thing happen to her...Those damn foregin workers....

Hey….I know the previous post got a lot of grammatical mistake so I went to edited it already.…HaiX….This week very busy....Got so much test here and there..Common test….Hope I can survive it....Today took the Physic test….the section A was quite difficult but then Section b was relatively easy…After Miss Tan(my physic teacher) Has went through with us, I think the maximum I can get is maybe 25???that upon 30 marks….but my aim is around 23 that will be good enough for me….also….My humanity..Die…I havn’t even started studying...Math also.….AR… Haix…Sianz….13…That the day I first went out with her…first time!!so long le...HAha….My aim now is to get into a good jc..then finally university …And my final aim is to get a pay of 4000 before I reach the age of 30….

Ytd...was a really tiring day..In the morning..We sort of have a Argument...but then nothing serious happened..so i went to orchard to help sean buy his cloths..then walk and walk..actually wanted to buy something for her...but then also dunno what to buy...then when she sms me and said that she bought a shirt for mi ..i am so pai seh..nothing to give her..HaiZ.....after that went to meet her..and walk for a while ...a very short while then she went home.i took the train from bugis then took the train all the way back to city hall...when i came out of city hall , my friend say he is at dhoby ghaud...then went to take the train to meet them again...then finally saw them...i first time take the train for more then 3 and a half a hours(total time)...in a day...left 20 cent in my mrt card...MIss her...Havn't tok to her for days....

todae was a okok day...Morning nothing happen much..starting the mdm ang tok a lot...then a bit du lan liao...then after that saw e parade which i know that the NPCC made a lot of mistake...haha..then that person hor..from band..steady..diao mi..haha...then went to hall to hear another boring prize presentation...after that went to the back to play soccer at first is i sit down then those 4n know i can play well(TYTY) so they ask mi to join but then...haiz..no keeper then i also dun wanna sweat so i volunteer..then after school, went out with them...at first when she say she wanna go home cause she tired , then i sianz diaoz...my face super black...then she saw it then she go lor...then at jp they saw a guy..then she told me that e guy like her...and then i was a bit what liao...then when he msg her saying what he will still wait for her or whatever shit..i was damn fucked up...Nevertheless, i trust Her...but then even if i trust, i was also getting a bit worried..and of course...JEALOUS...but then i knew i had to trust her...then we went to library and many things happen...cannot say out..then i send her home...at first wanna go out with my soccer captain to watch fireworks then i realise i veri tired then i didn't go...

I LOVE HER!!
i LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!
I LOVE HER!!

Haiz...Today...Very Sianz....four period maths...Is like..can die....then i wasn't feeling very well..got very dry thorat...then keep drinking a lot of water...but then still veri painful...Then keep thinking of her...Haiz...lucky have her photo..then can go and c...Haha....after school i was surpose to meet her but then go dun dare to go up..i just stick around at the bottom floor there...then i ask sean to accompany me go find her....then went to her class no people..then when i sae her with her friends downstairs, i didn't know how to call her...i very scare of her friends one...then lucky something happen then left her and mi alnog..then we walk around the school then found a place to talk...then many things happened..this one..only she knoes...haha....i wish i could hold tigher...next time i will.....

Haha...After a 7 month sepratetion , we are finally back in business ...At first i really didn't know how to approach or even talk to her...but then i thought to myslef that...running away is not a solution therefore i pick up my courage to ask her out..and she agree...so that night when i went to look for her but then she had two shandong ppl with her and she also ask jorina along...then not wanting to be felt out, i called upon alex to follow mi...then went to her house instead of having dinner...then some trouble brewed...her computer had some problem...so i and alex waited for her to stettle..How i wish i could helped her but then all my advice were not effective nor was it working...but then luckly she had a friend who help her and it worked..By then it was already 11 pm which was getting late..Alex had to be home by around 9 but then he accompanied mi till that time so i was so guilty...scared that he would be going to get scolded by his parents...Then i went home and contiuned chatting with her ...the word "patch" ever cross my mind but then i didn't know if i should say i t...then something something happen and we patch..since 9/1 till 5/8 that how long i waited..I really hope to stay this way forever..then we chatted till i think 2.30 am lyk that then i couldn't take it i felt asleep...

year

The day i met her was on the twenty second of nov last year
and that was when cupid struck me and linked me to her.
how timid and indecesive i was at that time,
having the phobia of rejections and the lack of courage to make just a simple confession
twenty third nov was the day i finally plucked all my courage to talk to you
to say a simple hi or so.
there am i easing my tension,
that i don't know what should i bring up my words to you.
and so there i was stooding there crapping up some stuffs..
asking you a sentence of how to do.
how dumb was i at that time.
not being able to brace myself to talk to her.
there she was feeling sick all the while at that time.
and i am worrying there for her like a fool.
perhaps she dont realised how deep my love for her had been since then.
but i had long gave her my love to.
second december when ii braced myself together.
asking her if she reciprocrates my feeling too.
the cold and starry night that i waited her sms through.
oh girl, do you know how hard the time seem to pass while i do so
i a,m so happy when you told me you accept me.
oh girl-
i felt as if i am the fortunate guy of all.
but soon..
problems arised,
and soon you told me feelings do fade.
and you had to pioritise.
how disappointed am i.
as if im being thrown into the deep blue sea,
singing in sick lullaby as i awaited for your return day by day.
so am i till today.
when i heard about you so.
oh girl.
i wanna tell you how much ii love you all these while still.
and how much i missed you too.
girl, i wanna hold on to you.and i hoped you do too.



Created by JOyce but then edited and storyline by steven

Gr...TEST TEST TEST!!!tml so mani test then so many thing havn't do ....Haiz.....FAn ar...Not in a very good mood this whole week...also dunno why..Flare up so easily....HAiz...Need to change...Haiz....Then someone told mi something which triger my thoughts again...After such a long time...what is my feeling...i am thinking... has i forgotten the person or have i not...HAiz...i believe i have not..but then ...do i have a choice not to..if i do not do so...i may fall into a deeper place which i may nvr get out of...i am scare...Gr...haiz...Fan...